Tell Me... (04/05/2010)

How do I deny my feelings for you?
How do I ignore them?
How do I pretend I don't want you?
What should I do?
Tell me.

Now that You ARE,
Now that I know your touch,
Now that my body knows your voice,
Now that I know...How can I pretend?
What should I do?
Tell me.

How do I not wish you were beside me?
How do I not desire you inside me?
How do I not touch myself and pretend it's you?
How do I move on?
Tell me.

How do I stop aching for you?
How do my lips not know yours...
The taste of your mouth...the smoothness of you...
That first drop.
What should I do?
Tell me.

Where Dreams Live

Last night I dreamed my dream came true 
a dream I’ve held so long
Where kisses last and hearts stay whole 
not broken or turned to stone
Where laughter lives and love abide 
and truth sets on her throne
Where two can meet and become as one 
and share the whole night long
A dream of hope, 
a life renewed, 
a flame that never dies
That dream of falling……. That’s the way I feel!!!! 
when I look into your eyes
And then I wake…..Man! 
It was only a dream. Oh how I wish it was true
Well I guess I’ll turn and sleep some more 
if it means I’ll be with you.
                                                                                          ~~~ (03/02/10)

Loving You

Bodies turning
Desire burning
Touching
Rolling
Synchronized loving
only you
only me
only.........
we
Never ending
kisses
loving flowing,
air...
You are
I am
WE are...
there.

~~~~06/17/13

No Regrets!

I can never truly hate someone I love(d)...hated the way things turned out, but we don't always get what we want. 
I still have love for them, just at a different level. 
I think the hardest thing is moving on when you still love someone intensely. 
When loving them causes you to dislike & lose yourself it's time to save you. 
We often think love includes continually sacrificing yourself for your other...most times they will let you. 
My mother gave me a measurement that I try to keep...in my despair she asked (said), "Who nailed you to a cross to save [someone] and what made you 'God' enough to think you can? You better come down from there and give it to God, 'cause it's bigger than you!" 
It's not easy....but necessary!
~~~04/04/13

I've Learned Love

I've learned that the people who "yell" they love me but can't back it up, do not hold a candle to those who WHISPER it to my heart: those who show me by letting me know they are there as I strive for a better life...

For some reason, those are the people we often ignore; Yet it is those people who will continue loving us and supporting us because they LOVE us unconditionally. 

I've learned to "listen to" the things people do (now that's an oxymoron for you), rather than weigh their love by "what" they say or don't say. 

Most importantly, I've learned that it is just as important to not always be on the receiving end of love; Love is, [truly] what love does! ~~ 
02/24/13

I Want to Kiss U. . .

"Explain..." 


How do I explain holding u and kissing u? 
How do I explain kissing u like it was my first time?
How do I explain kissing u like it was my last time?

Babies learn first by tasting... 
How can I explain wanting to learn every inch of u that way? 
How do I explain it, 
Until I show U?

How do I?
~~~02/23/13