No Regrets!

I can never truly hate someone I love(d)...hated the way things turned out, but we don't always get what we want. 
I still have love for them, just at a different level. 
I think the hardest thing is moving on when you still love someone intensely. 
When loving them causes you to dislike & lose yourself it's time to save you. 
We often think love includes continually sacrificing yourself for your other...most times they will let you. 
My mother gave me a measurement that I try to keep...in my despair she asked (said), "Who nailed you to a cross to save [someone] and what made you 'God' enough to think you can? You better come down from there and give it to God, 'cause it's bigger than you!" 
It's not easy....but necessary!
~~~04/04/13

I've Learned Love

I've learned that the people who "yell" they love me but can't back it up, do not hold a candle to those who WHISPER it to my heart: those who show me by letting me know they are there as I strive for a better life...

For some reason, those are the people we often ignore; Yet it is those people who will continue loving us and supporting us because they LOVE us unconditionally. 

I've learned to "listen to" the things people do (now that's an oxymoron for you), rather than weigh their love by "what" they say or don't say. 

Most importantly, I've learned that it is just as important to not always be on the receiving end of love; Love is, [truly] what love does! ~~ 
02/24/13

I Want to Kiss U. . .

"Explain..." 


How do I explain holding u and kissing u? 
How do I explain kissing u like it was my first time?
How do I explain kissing u like it was my last time?

Babies learn first by tasting... 
How can I explain wanting to learn every inch of u that way? 
How do I explain it, 
Until I show U?

How do I?
~~~02/23/13 

Beyond Hope | Beyond Reason

I can't recall one day that you haven't crossed my mind. 
Some people would say, "Have you any pride pouring out your heart, your soul to one beyond hope,beyond reason?"

It's not about pride. 

Yet I,

Woman of many words have no explanation of what it is. 

I do know...You are always there, 
lingering as if you own my mind, my heart. 
Sometimes I wish it wasn't that way. 
But then I would miss the thought of you. 
~~~10/05/12

Remembering...

I believe 
the body Remembers 
the things it experiences. 
Pain
Happiness
Sorrow
Mourning
 
It remembers love. 
~~~09/11/12

Ever thine, Ever mine, Ever ours

From the Immortal Beloved Letters by Ludwig van Beethoven

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us ... Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits ... No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves ... Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men ... My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once ... Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. 

Softly and silently...

...Whooooooooo!

You take my breath away!